What is love?

I suppose getting heart broken is simply part of life. No denying that. But what if your afraid of it? What then? While everyone else around you is getting in relationships, your the only odd one out that never felt the satisfaction you get from a relationship.

I'm way too emotionally sensitive to go through all that. Getting denied, breaking up with someone and someone breaking up with you is way too intense for me. For me, the simple thought of someone else getting shattered because of me is enough to shatter me (Even though deep down, I know they'll get over it in a week).

While all my peers already went through this, I'm afraid of it. While everyone else can heal overtime, mine's like fragile glass; break it once and it'll never be repaired.

Of course, right now, there's only one person in the world who has that kind of power. Right now, one of the things that scares the living hell out of me is her denial. That horrible feeling that you get when you want to know something, but your afraid of the answer...... that feeling is something I know very well. What if I were to ask today or tomorrow and the answer wasn't the one I wanted? What then? Would my life be shattered to pieces? Would I go emo and start cutting myself?

Is it possible for love to be only one sided? A shield and not a sword?
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But of course, who am I to speak? A coward who can't even take rejection...