I was watching a YouTube video the other day, and the video asked "what are you most happy about in life"? (for those of you wondering, it was sXePhil).
It occurred to me then that I'm not emotionally or physically happy. While materialistically I'm content, I have no realistic goals nor anything to live up to. I live for no one and no one lives for me. I have no friends here in Virginia and my social statues is down in the shitter. My grades suck compare to my peers and I'm constantly looked down upon for impossible things that can't be accomplished by me. The classes I'm taking are a laughingstock among pretty much everyone I know and even my underlings look down upon me.
I opt to change but I think my life already took a permanent turn towards a unchangeable, miserable road towards epic failure.
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